Was a stupid thing because
  I did not get what I wanted
  Or would it have been no matter what?

  What if something had happened?
  Would I still have fallen apart?
  What if?
  Would you have pushed her right out of my heart?
  Is there something I don't want to face?
  Might it not have been seen a mistake?
  What if something had happened?
  And this is not to say that you were
  Anything but without blame
  But was I always going to lose her
  If not over you then another face?

  I know I missed the beginning
  But isn't that only to be
  Expected
  I no longer know anything
  I no longer know anything
  Is there something I don't want to face
  Was it over anyway?

  Does she cast such a shadow
  Because she hasn't been followed yet?
  Would she do so
  If someone walked in her footsteps?
  Am I right to feel such regret?
  Is there something I don't want to face
  Could she easily be betrayed
  So easily be betrayed