I haven't seen the sun in seven days 

I can't remember when I saw your face 

But I still believe that you led me through the wilderness 

And you have not forgotten me through all of this 



A million miles have led me to this place 

Where all I've ever loved has been erased 

Changing my song to a disenchanted lullaby 

With a name I never really felt was mine 



But I have learned that I can't earn any love you've given 

So I'm finding hope in letting go of all that I have made 



Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless 

So I am waiting patiently for you to change my name 



Open up to my heart's surgery 

The waiting room's of my reality 

Where I still believe there's a purpose to this pain inside 

And you are not, not leaving me here to die 



But formless hope will never know while the storm is raging 

So I will strive to stay alive in these waves 



Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless 

So I am waiting patiently for you 



Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless 

So I am waiting patiently for you 

I am waiting for you to change my name 

To change my name