keep fingers crossed run out of luck no more
beside the bed I am the sweetest whore
I'm far beyond driven holding tight
the smallest spark and I'll ignite

this nuisance is annoying me
distorted peace of my serenity
distorted fluids running trough my veins
I'm selling out I'm selling pain

I hate you I failed you every time
I'm cheating needing concubine

determent to keep my integrity
I'll take a shortcut to insanity

so learn the language of my body
breaking vast amounts of pain
I know your fantasies 
and welcome you to mine

I still believe in leaving you