I close my eyes and count to tenTo find somewhere more 
familiar
Id risk myself out on a limb
What makes you strong doesn't kill ya
They say your damned if you don't
But if you don't you are damned
Well I know it's hardest this thing just got started
But I'm doing the best that I can
I dig myself under the wire
Just to avoid the paranoia
The breath of life punctured my lungs
Then crows don't say I didn't warn ya
They say your damned if you don't
But if you don't you are damned
Well I know it's hardest this thing just got started
But I'm doing the best that I can
If your shadow boxing in search of the truth
A chilly reception is waiting for you
Desire is blind
But it sure puts a beat in your stride
Caught in the moment like wolves in the trap
Steel jaws descending there's no looking back
And if you protest they will shoot you down dead
So never look back or ask why (Don't ask why)
I'd like to sip champagne on ice
Admire the flora and fauna
But I've got my balls here in a vice
So watch what you say
Cause it'll haunt ya
They say your damned if you don't
But if you don't you are damned
Well I know it's hardest this thing just got started
But I'm doing the best that I can
Doing I'm doing I'm doing all the best that