The skies are holding the weight of the world and gravity 
won't let go.
I can't change who I am cuz its too late to be someone 
else,
maybe I should have learnt in 19 years
that for every secnd of guilt comes a lifetime of shame.
There has been so many things that I could have said or 
done,
of all the world i fall into none.
I am the self-consumer of my woes,
what on earth deserves out trust?
Youth and beaury are but dust.
It just doesn't...
I was born into the wrong place at the wrong time.
you will never understand what is inside of me.
When I have everythin to lose,
I have everything to hide,
I just can't get this look out of my eyes.
It just doesn't m,ake sense cuz i never chose to be like 
this,
my back breaksm no lie in it.
I am numb, I am cold, I am nothing.
All I wanted was to look out of the window
and see a night that wasn't cold for me.
No-one is starting to understand who obvious everything 
is.
I thought I'd be, I still can't beleive what this world 
has done to me.
Kill them all.