Dear biggest mistake
I got the postcard that you sent me
I guess you not coming home
It sounds like things are great
And you're better of without me
You needed some time to grow
But that doesn't make it easier
Cause I'm living in a world of hurt
As I lay awake
I make a point to check the night sky
And wonder where you are
Because it's only been four days
Since your postcard came to find me
And I know you can be that far

And though I see your face when I try to sleep
Pretending I'm okay
I'm not about to cry and rain on your dreams
Instead I'll hide my pain
I'm not me, I'll be truthful
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
But I'm way too far lost

Dear my worst regret
I hear your voice with every sunset
The though of you keeps me warm
And even if I say
Everything that's wrong was my fault
I know you're not coming home
But that doesn't make it easier
Because I'm living in a world of hurt