If grieving was a feeling that I left behind

Then tell me why it tears away and sears inside

I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty

I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in


There's ashes in the air that never make a sound

But I can feel that death and love are all around

I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty

I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in


Love the one we can't ever really have

In love with the one that will never love us back


Amber (in ashes)