It's 4am and we're sailing away

from the port that we call home 

I feel a pain that I cannot explain 

a feeling I know all too well 

Tears won't help but I weep anyway 

for the ones that were left behind 

slowly I can't remember their faces 

slowly they start to die 



I wan't someone beside me 

yet I push them all away 

I walk upon these stormy seas 

what I feel I shouldn't say 



If you only knew what I could do 

If you only knew what's really inside 

If you only knew what I don't think I could tell you 

It's better just to watch the tide watch the tide 



Its been way too long since I've been home 

longer than it's ever been before 

Too long since I've been on dry land 

too long since I've walked through your door 



I'm guilty of a lot of things 

I wish I hadn't done 

I've sat back and watched 

while others set the sun 



I know right now 

if I could do it all again 

I wouldn't be so far away, from me 



If you only knew what I could do 

If you only knew what's really inside 

If you only knew what I don't think I could tell you 

It's better just to run and hide, 

run and hide