I'm looking for something that cannot be reached

I'm searching for something that they cannot teach

To answer my questions I look to the past

I wonder how long my journey will last

With eyes that cannot see

With ears that cannot hear

I'm blinded by my thoughts

I'm deafened by my fears

With a bottle of Tequila and a hand full of pills

I walk into the desert to the Mexican hills

My body's beside me.  My mind reads the sky

I shed this life like lizard skin

I know it's time to die