sitting with my holes unchecked i take on water till i bloat,
as i list i idly wonder will i sink or just explode
take my girl take my world take my fucking way of life,
keep on drilling me but know that well went dry long ago
i'm gonna stay i'm gonna fight i'm gonna lose, going down with the ship
and i can't find a reason to live
lose my girl lose my world lose my fucking way of life,
cut them loose and float to sea but still a slave to myself
men take from me i cut them down i'm hatred i'm the fucking horsemen,
giving in to dark demands, a photograph of mental health
all ventured, all lost. nothing ever in my life,
has been complete as this emotion sitting nameless in the dark
now awake inside of me, giving cause where once was none,
i'll wake it inside someone else, if i don't miss my mark.