I always tell myself to be patient 

But my left hand shakes 

Against your new couch 

Control of the situation 

Fell through my fingers 

I heard her say, 

"You can't keep living as if you were dying" 

Well I'm dying. 



Now what an akward way 

To spend the holiday 

In such a deviant way to behave 

It's amazing how quiet this house is 

When the world outside 

Is celebrating their New Years 

And their new fears 



Your addiction is okay 

'Cause it's medically approved 

And night is expired 

Lay me down 

To sleep but one more thing 

Can you say "addiction"? 

Well I can admit my guilt 

Emergency 

Oh emergency 

Let's whisper "goodnight" 



And now what an akward way 

To spend the holiday 

In such a deviant way to behave 

It's amazing how quiet this house is 

When the world outside 

Is celebrating their New Years 

And their new fears