Wake up from sleep and hardly notice the change. Blurred 
scenery and emotions that all feel the same. Stare out of 
holes in my head that pass for eyes. Crave a kiss 
goodnight and the warmth of your thighs. 
Struggle to find fulfillment in this sort of state. I'd 
try and love you if I could just concentrate. Hold on so 
hard to things that once defined me, that they break 
apart and I'm left empty. 
Dirty words, held inside a head, will sour into sorrow. 
Hate the world, but everything unsaid, will still be 
there tomorrow. 
Prevent a connection 'cause all I can think of, is how 
best to charm, flatter and elicit love. Afraid to let 
your camera catch my bad side. Wish I had as little as 
you think I do to hide. 
Dirty thoughts, held inside a head, will sour into 
sorrow. Lessons taught, and all but left for dead, will 
ruin more tomorrow. 
Dirty deeds, held from those who trust, will haunt all 
your tomorrows. All alone, with the best of friends, is a 
bitter pill to swallow