Feeling like I have no strength?
Can barely breathe
?It’s taken all hope away from me
?I can’t even move but I see
?Everything’s way too calm now
?Just as if I dream of what I live
?I can only think of what I’ve lost?
Who is in control now?
Cause I wonder did we fall into our own trap

Do I have to believe what I feel?
Trying to turn my back to the past?
But everything disappears?
Do I have to believe trust myself?
Am I just going mad ?
Do I wanna lose myself?
This paranoia
Can’t decide to live or fight while
?I want nothingness and who would know if
?I am not falling into my own trap

How would I know that it forgets
?It clearly made me who I am now
?It has never exceeded our limits?
Only brushed against them still it’s not the end?
Everything looks so similar
?Is it a living dream so real?
What’s the risk of fighting blind?
Who is in control now?
Cause I wonder did we fall into our own trap