our training's almost done

the graduation's near

the experience of loosing the diversion of my memory

has led to no conclusion

other than i motion silently

when an instance i recall {or should recall, i mean} arises, i can't delay

i cannot get caught; defy the ailments

i wonder where they come from

i wonder where they come from

i wonder what the hell they'll do with me when i'm older

i'll stumble through the market forgetting what the hell i've come there for

defy the ailments