like a feeling that i'm down

deep inside my heart

like i'm looking out through

splitting blood red

windows in my heart

from a higher up than heaven

and a harder down than stone

shake the fear that always clawing

pulls me clawing down alone

as i spitting splitting blood red

breaking windows in my heart

and the past is taunting

fear of ghosts

is forcing me apart

and the further i get

from the things that i care about

the less i care about

how much further away i get...



i am lost again

with everything gone

and more alone

than i have ever been

i expect you to understand

to feel it too

but i know that even if you will

you cannot ever help me

nor can i

ever help you