I created this thing in my mind.

Looking at it now I don't see why.

I threw away everything I had

and "greener pastures" is just a lie.

I realize all these things now that it's too late.

I guess that's part of the price I gotta pay.

I betrayed myself when I betrayed you.

I threw my life away

the day I turned my back on you.



I turned and ran away.

I turned and ran away from the truth,

the truth in everything.

Everything we used to do.

I never had reason to doubt you.

I loved everything about you.

If I could just take it back I would.

I threw my life away

the day I turned my back on you.



Believing my own lies,

I lost myself and I lost everythiing.

If I could just take it back I would.

I threw my life away

the day I turned my back on you.