life didn't turn out the way i thought it would

not in denial, lost the lamplight that will take me there

soon i'll be accused of trying something new

and when i'm on trial, i know these charges won't sticklook, i've lost my way

and ninety-nine didn't stray

will you come for me, 

will you beat the wolves to me again

so close, so close, 

please don't let it go let it go

wishes soon forgotten, 

never have i seen with such claritytear down all your preconceptions of me

as I shed these tears of joy for this misery