time after time, I've been deflected from your life

now the time has come, to end your reign

time after time, I've let myself be stepped on

calling forth I scream out, my cries go unheard



anguish and agony, brought on now through all I know

intangible it seems, but I'll find my way

you were never there to pick me up when I fell

i was never the one to think of your for help

in the end we'll never see eye to eye

this is how it will be no matter what you say



shadows fall over us, but I am left reflecting

i am lost, so fucking lost

running trying to find, the light at the end

pushing my way through these walls

i'll make it through this hellish world



anguish and agony, brought on now through all I know

intangible it seems, but I'll find my way

you were never there to pick me up when I fell

i was never the one to think of you for help

in the end we'll never see eye to eye.

this is how it will be no matter what you say



i'll paint these walls. I'll coat these walls.

i'll paint these fucking walls

red with your blood



for my one true savior...Myself