staggering from the barrage 

she waltzed away as my face fell 

chalk another sucker to the list she's making 



he laughed at me from up above 

tucked away with his new love 

all I wanted was to tell him what she meant to me 

but he gave me nothing 



that was when snow fell in october 

don't be that Judas 

please remember 

sympathy beats apathy so bleed compassion 



that was the day I truly lost her 

he was the Judas 

such a coward 

I'll erase my memory 

forget what happened 



some things we can't do ourselves 

pennies into wishing wells 

she turned awkward silence into painful laughter 



you know I'd do the same for you 

yet you rolled how the heartless do 

I was so much better to you 

but I wish I wasn't 



that was when snow fell in october 

don't be that Judas 

please remember 

sympathy beats apathy so bleed compassion 



that was the day I truly lost her 

he was the Judas 

such a coward 

I'll erase my memory 

forget what happened 



maybe there's truth in the claim I'm selfish 

but I'm not crazy 

my name and a heart on the back of your arm 

still freshly inked and scabbing 

when you said forever 

I guess you meant a week