I'm bleeding black, I'm in decay.
I bought a gun to put me away.
the sight of deaths an invite.
A bloody mess, I'm fucking psyched!

Gray matters everywhere, I'm in my cell wasting away.
and what I've done in life, I'm a full blown hypocrite,
and when I wake up with a masochists desire,
I'd rather go to hell than live this fucking life.

I'm still trying to find my inner desire.
I'll drink a flight to flyyy.
I'm a candlestick burning alive,
I should've been dead in 2005!