Well I feel stupid writing this

Cause it's almost like I'm getting ready for something I'm not ready for

And I guess I just wanna let you know

Wish I could be face to face with you and tell you how I feel



I wasn't gonna write this, you see my body and I had a deal

I just hope and pray that neither one of us has to deliver and

[...]when it comes down to it



I will always be with you

I will always be watching

I miss you all

Tell my girl that I love her

I'll be dreaming of her



And I don't wanna fight anymore

And I'm still not sure what I'm doing here

I'm praying and praying, are you praying, too?

Cause I do not understand

And if you get this letter, I'm sorry I didn't make it back



I will always be with you

Always watching

And I know that I'll never die alone

No matter where I am



Hold on please, don't forget me when I'm gone

Cause I forgot why I ever left at all

These times take the best of me

and leave nothing for the rest of me

And I judge myself in every way

And I can no longer look at myself in the same way



And I don't wanna be a coward

But does any of this mean a thing?

The sacrifice, whose sacrifice?



I will always be with you

I will always be watching

And I know that I'll never die alone

No matter where I am



Hold on please don't forget me when I'm gone

Cause I forgot why I ever left at all

Why I ever left at all...

Oh, why I ever left at all...

I just had to let you know...