I look for stability like I've always done

I don't wanna hide what they think I have learned

Never read through someone's mind never could

Always blind why can't you alley my troubled soul



There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived

But also real things that I lived and that I care about

So different feelings that make me what I am

All these years from now I just can't change the past



I guess no one will never learn anything from me

People just watching me trapped by myself

Feeling deeper growing stronger it's still the same

But nothing has changed



There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived

But also real things that I lived and that I care about



I know I've got so much hate and anger to unload

And my lifetime is gonna leave me sad

Sometimes it is such a long hard lonely road

Time is just passing me by running and treating me so bad



There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived

But also real things that I lived and that I care about

So different feelings that make me what I am

All these years from now I just can't change the past