I dont know how else to put this

It's taken me so long to do this

I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight

My muscles feel like a malee

My bodys curled in a u shape

I put on my best but im still afraid


Propered up by lies with promises

Saving my place as lifes forgets

Maybe its time i saw the world


I'm only gere for a while

But patiences is not my style

And im so tired i gotta go


What am i suppose to want now

What am i supposew to do

Did you really think i wouldnt see this through


Tell me i should stick around for you

Tell me i could have it all

I'm still tired to care and i gotta go


I get to go home in one week

But I leaving home in three weeks

They throw me a bone just to pick me dry


im following suit and directions

i crawl up inside for protection

im told what to do and i dont know why


im over existing in limbo

im over the myths and placebos

i dont really mind if i just fade away


im ready to live with my family

im ready to die in obscurity

cause im so tired that i gotta go


what am i suppuse to want now

what am i suppose to do

you still dont think im going see this through


tell me im a part of history

tell me i can have it all

im still to tired to care and i gotta go


oh yeah

oh yeah yeah yeah yeah. 


still to tired to care and i gotta go

still to tired to care and i gotta go

still to tired to care and i gotta go


yea yea


still to tired to care and i gotta go


go home


still to tired to care and i gotta go


yeah yeah


still to tired to care and i gotta go