I don't know what I need

I'm scared of life, I'm scared of what it means to me

This broken home is just not what it used to me



Too fast to slow me down

Too loud to drown me out

I doubt I'll ever get this ghost to what I was

Because I've seen the grim design as I hold on

I hope you talk about the future when I'm gone

But if I'm wrong I know the reason why



I, I can't feel anything

I can't feel anything that's under my control

I, I won't do anything

I won't do anything that's out of my control



I can see myself

Extended past the limits of my cry for help

I don't believe I've ever come this way before

So why do I know my way

What do I have to say and do

To drain that look of shame away from you

I knew we'd never find our peace

Hold on, I hope you celebrate the best before I'm gone

But if I'm wrong I'll know that it was me



I, I can't feel anything

I can't feel anything that's under my control

I, I won't do anything

I won't do anything that's out of my, out of my control



I don't know what you need

I'm scared of love, I'm scared of what it means to me

This empty house is burning down around me

So cold I don't know why

So much for holding out

I hope I suffocate before I let you choke

On words you know I'd never say

Oh no, don't go

I want you to destroy me one more time

So when I die

I know you hear it loudly



I, I can't feel anything

I can't feel anything that's under my control

I, I won't do anything

I won't do anything that's out of my, out of my control

Out of my control, yeah