Why? Do you punish me with everything I see, and 
everything I am? Why? Don't you fill the hole and take 
away the pain? Why? Do I wait so quietly, wait so 
patiently, still my breath to die. Why? Won't this ever 
end? My guilty eyes have seen too much. Relax as my 
nightmares come true and I start to cry. All this 
fighting all this heartache, never wondered why. Dreams 
don't true and colors fade; I'm always told to bad. Pick 
me up to push me down and wake up in a sweat. Wait, much 
calmer now and it seems so clear, why invest so much in 
life. Wait. My reasons thin, it happens again; I can't 
fight this anymore. Shot! I'm ripped again, I'm gripped 
again; I know I'm at fault. Blame. myself for everything 
I see. All my life I've never been, and all I've wanted 
were the simple things. I don't need you anymore, I never 
needed you away.