And how does it feel when you look back on your life?
And tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself
How does it feel as you try to close your eyes?

And how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?
Does it feel like a freight-train running fast down upon your fragile life?
Tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?
Because now no more I feel pain inside as I try to close my eyes
But no
Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision
Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision

"Cause I've never had nothing much to say
I just struggle for belief in such a hectic place
Something to believe, in life again to pick me up from my distraction
Be that loving friend

Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision
Sudcide or submission it's a problem a condition
Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision

'Cause I've never had nothing much to say
I just strugglefor belief in such a hectic place
Something to believe in, in life again to pick me up from my distraction
Be that loving friend

But no, you never fuckin' came
So I just take it like a needle in the arm
Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand
Down bleeding wreckage of the lonly
Who have lost all hope and will to live
To love, to care, to feel anything
So I just take it like a needle in the arm
Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand
Down bleeding the wreckage of the lonely
Who have lost all hope and all will to live
To love, to care, to feel anything

All along it was a lie
A foolish, foolish man
Because I believed in you

You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not
You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not
You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not
You said it's ok, that everything is A ok, but it's not

But it's not
But it's not
But it's not
But it's not

It's all a question of what you believe in
Right or wrong
But it's not