so now you say

"you're probably mistaken"

somehow i know

it was way overdue



deadened your screams with a pillow

muffled your words

like the mute shrill that you are

affection could not compensate

pleasure could not compensate



thoughts in my head

they come and go

but i don't know



i don't remember who you are

i don't remember who you are

i don't remember how we were