Wishing I were dead 

I'd leave the all behind and let it end 

Another day blackened my hate 

Another night could seal my fate 

It's so hard but I try to leave 

To the sky my hearts I give 

My God come down and save this soul 

Trapped in fear and the unknown 

The darkness surrounds me embedded in death 

Raking my last breath 

I've been the enemy 

I am my enemy 

My life descending slowly 

I reach out as I am drowning 

In emptiness I am dieing