I'm letting go

One thing is for certain I'm treading paths I've walked before
I've reconsidered and I'm contemplating letting go
I watched resentment steal into you face like a thief (a thief)
And the more you pull the more I push you away from me
And I'm letting go
I'm trying

"You're beautiful" she said to me 
Then why do I feel so ugly?
The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe)
It must go more, more than skin deep

Domination, segregation, infiltration
This life is mine and I'll be dead before you take it
I try to fly but an invisible blade cuts me
I hear that sound just before I hit the ground

"You're beautiful" she said to me
Than why do I feel so ugly?
The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe) 
It must go more, more than skin deep
"You're beautiful" she said to me
Than why do I feel so ugly?

I know it's hard I admit I'm scared 
This is just how it has to be (has to be)
The hurt will fade your heart remade
Eventually we'll regret these days
You're no stranger but you're strange to me 
these days
Now when loneliness won't leave you alone 
these days

You're beautiful (you're beautiful) she said to me
Than why do I feel so ugly?
The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe)
It must go more, more than skin deep
My dead sence can'tell right from wrong
Skin deep
That's why my words only inflicted pain on you
Skin deep
I've picked the lock of a door I never wanted to go through
Skin deep
I'm turning back, I'm letting go