Yeah, I wish that we could say

Perfect's just our way

And we're so happy

Frequent flashback's running through

And I see only you

You're what surrounds me

So I leave it up to those swallowed words that I've chewed

One too many times before



And I'm coming to the fact you're not just anyone

And I'm trying to react but I'm stuck on this one

And I still say we were better off before

But that's ok cause I am just "so damn insecure"



This shot has shown me I can bleed

And now you've got the best of me and everything we mean

But you're so happy... happy



So I fall asleep again

Tell everyone to do without me

So I fall asleep again... yeah...



I'm tired of being the one to hold on

But I guess that's what I get since I'm "always wrong"

And you still say that you never wanted more

And that's ok but this is just too much to ignore



Confused, not knowing what to do

Somehow I got the best of you and I'll do what I can

To make us happy... happy...



So I fall asleep again

Tell everyone to do without me

So I fall asleep again... yeah...



What now? Our memories drown

I need you to breathe, you're my life, you're my energy

You left me up hill, but I'm looking down

I'm fucking losing my mind



Watch me drown myself in sorrow

Maybe you'll open your eyes...



So I fall asleep again

Tell everyone to do without me

So I fall asleep again... yeah...

In my mind you're all about this game of love roulette

So it's time I forget you in my own way



This home is my heartache...