Every moment I have failed
Was a torture for your soul
Steered by demons who had climbed up from my own

I close my fingers to a fist
Try to figure, how it feels
When the wickedness comes over me again

And for the first time I went too far
There's no excuse the things I've done I can't deny
And for a last time you say goodbye
Don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie

Hurt you more than I expected
Mental scars that never heal and will remain forever

I close my eyes so I can't see
The dark that is inside of me
And the wickedness comes over me again

And for the first time I went too far
There's no excuse the things I've done I can't deny
And for a last time you say goodbye
Don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie