You said you didn't love me (a lie) 

You said you didn't care (my lie) 

I've spent an eternity destroying this (to myself) 

As if you weren't there (til I die)



I've lost this taste of inner rage 

A question overlooked from this day-to-day 

Now this time is running low, had to give it away 

Lost this sight, bring it back to life 

Another wasted second to burn myself inside 

Feel all rebuilding to make you repeat it all 



One more dose, another sip 

A few pills at the most 

Breaking this silence 

Of this secure nature 

Not enough rest 



Wondering as you sit and question what went wrong 

Never once offered sanctuary to a truthful cause 

Stop repeating a fault; an apology will end for now 

Slipping into this un-animated world of dizziness 

An empty representation of thought, mistreated wisdom 

Twisted lips speak in vain, for a purpose put to shame 

A double-edged purpose slaying everyone but yourself 

Time is of the essence...patience a blur 



A swarm of thoughts, can't catch a one 

Left empty-minded 

Sitting in these eyes of guilt, outraged 

This barrier for what remains 

Take the disadvantage, a fraction of this life 

Kept close with loss of most 

These lips of misfortune, kissed one to many times 

Taste the truth...the pain 

I've had to gain 



Planning daily...getting nothing done 

Open the hands of a mind-clasped identity 

Taste the bitter blood on these lips 

Taste the betrayal of your unfaithful kiss 



A hindered growth with a grasping head spin 

It will leave one bottled up with a fifth of sin 

To live inside these walls till the day I die 

Totally confined to love held close inside 



Damned to tradition 

Flawless untold superstition 

Trying to find salvation 

An escape from evolution 



Words on top of words 

Towering fortress of this inaction 



These cycles of distrust 

This disease that breeds disgust 

Another for old times sake 

Fell behind in the pack 



No chances, no patience 

Obedience in a mental fraction 



An example of excuse 

The virgin behind logic 

Intimidate this full restraint 

Sink into a lurid thought 



God is dead, love is dead 

Dark thoughts of this un-compassion