stand and face it... recreate it...

more stable... see the way

interpret the task... gun to mouth...

never put on the mask

my mental walls seize the fire

promises made... promises left unkept

broke the rule... broke he last straw

hurt once... hurt no more

the world spins so fast

dizzy from the rope swinging

with your neck in it

sank too far deep inside

got to pull out... get out

life is a series of trials... if you fall

you fail... no one cares

behind you... beneath you...

sore from crawling

the need for this aloneness...

closed circle... for all this incompetence

your decisive mind trying to disease

wet your lips... apply the steel tip

imagine... sex... stmulation

relax... tight grip... tight squeeze

orgasmic trgger... twitching finger

ejaculation overload... explode... framed

brain spray

indulge in distrust

enough to cover the ears

everything's cruel right now

to soothe... to isolate

my pain is but a flatline

spiraling down to trouble

your locked down

stone cold emotion

stoned, ripped... twisted

the final thought

perceive this dame

that holds the hurt... lose control

by tribal instinct

exterminate actions of bliss

a minds unfocused... introspection

you've betrayed me once-

i've betrayed me twice

your world is shit-

my world is your device

bitter taste... bitter hate

i can't shake it... i can't break it

i've smiled too many times

to cover-up my discomfort

...never again... not anymore

the surroundings are blending

meshing together in a spiral

vaccum chamber

of intense artificial thought

tired of agreeing... time to disagree

head laying low... take my breath... hold it