some days are better they're better than others
cant run forever you're pushing me under
what a way to live my life
i'm hiding from the battles i dont want to fight
what i've become

and now its going grey
all the lines are blurring and decayed
i cant recall exactly whos to blame
anymore

is it me or is it you something isnt right
of all the thing that we could do we just want to fight
someday i will find the courage to embrace you
someday i will find the strength to erase you

somedays i think i am nothing without you
some times i wish that i could just kill you
what a way we live our lives
it's hard to breathe it feels like i'm infected by
my dads disease

and now its going grey
and youre the one i chose to feed me pain
and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed
through their eyes
and i see myself in heaven
if i can free myself from this hell