It starts today...me watching you.And I'm blown away
by the things that you do.
You make me contemplate
why I'm so blue.
So can you set me straight
so I am like you?
So can you?
Put your hands around my throat.
Squeeze me tight until I choke.
I can't remember how it feels to know
it's not about me...
Chorus:
It's not like I somehow lost what life is about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living it out.
It's not like I somehow lost what I am about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living...
I take a slow blink, sigh, and swallow a pill or two.
I spend most of my day praying
I can make it up to you.
I make excuses in my mind for all the things I do.
Because everything I want
is everything I hide from you.
So can you?
Chorus:
So many things that I have missed.
So many more that still exist.
All I can say for myself is...
At least I admit...
At least I admit for myself is.