I see you smile and I can't say a thing

Could we be friends but you don't call me

Might see you out somewhere but it's like I'm not there

I said I'd never do this again 



It's in my heart and in my head

Sometimes I wish that I was dead

It's in my heart and in my head 



It's in my heart and in my head

Sometimes I wish that I was dead

It's in my heart and in my head 



I just can't do this anymore

But you wouldn't stop till you evened the score

Dragged down, and laid to waste

So much hurt but here I wait 



It's in my heart and in my head

Sometimes I wish that I was dead

It's in my heart and in my head 



It's in my heart and in my head

Sometimes I wish that I was dead

It's in my heart and in my head 



There you are 3000 miles away

I only hope, I'll be there someday

Do you think you can wait for me?

Now I come back to reality 



It's in my heart and in my head

It's in my heart and in my head

It's in my heart and in my head

It's in my head