Not looking forward to tomorrowSeems the same as all my 
yesterdays
Not expecting you to follow
I've let you down in oh so many ways
I'm everything you despise
I'm a broken paradise
I'm a woman or a man for you
I keep a painting of a memory
Pictures of you I keep closely by my bed, yeah
In a fragile state of ecstasy
Images of you go running through my head
I'm everything you despise
I'm a broken paradise
I'm a woman or a man for you
I'm everything you despise
Not enough for your desires
I'm a woman or a man for you
And I'm happy too