Drawings of a happy place

Pictures of a joyful face

The reality of the hell I've made

All I ever had slowly desecrate



And I look out my window

Not thinking of my mistakes

Everything is all good

What else can I create to ruin me



Porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf

The memory of my old self

All the things I've done to make it worse

The impulsive mind that completes my curse



And I look out my window

Not thinking of my mistakes

Everything is all good

What else can I create to ruin me



Picture frames with no photographs

I don't ever think of the after math

Don't know why I hurt, all the ones I love

All this pain I caused, fits me like a glove



And I look out my window

Not thinking of my mistakes

Everything is all good

What else can I create

A confused mind, a broken soul

Good or bad, I'm not one of those

A confused mind, a broken soul

Good or bad, I'm not one of those



I look out my window

In the face of my mistakes

Everything has gone bad

What else can I create to ruin me

To ruin me... can't let this ruin me