'd search the world to find the key to my head

To understand the reasons why I can't be

Alone for a moment without regretting every word

That has jumped off my tongue, confusing every one



My arms can't hold back the loneliness

I've felt since I lost sight

My arms can't hold back what my hands

Have already deceived



Already deceived



So much is different

So much has changed

So many reasons why I don't want to see my face

Somebody bind my hands and make me understand...



I try to remember just what happened on that night

The things I did, the things I said, it never ends

It's like this face that lay beside me just won't leave

it stays right by my side and never goes away



I don't want to understand....