Forcing myself to go on is futile.

I'll never surpass your standards.

To say I miss you is a misinterpretation.

That would mean I would have let you go.

Life equals loss.

I accpet it.

I'm only seeking a way out.

From all these years I spent alone.

One look from you turn me to stone.

I thought forever was real.

But the wounds won't heal.