I am a memory,

I never existed

And now I am nothing.



Her name, a single word

Melts me, takes me to the ground.

Only alive, can't she see

I'm destroyed by yesterdays.



And do I gain?



I could only Dream

For chance to side with me,

Inquire, ingest, implode.

Let this not be the disassemblance of me.

Another night with arms still empty.



I'm destroyed.



And do I gain?

Or just fall.