I kid myself!



Bring it on!



Afraid to turn,

But I did and met no maker at all.

Only instead, reflections of a rippled self.

I may at last see myself as good,

In a neutral pond unbiased and real,

Depicting only what is true (what is true).

A distortion my hand has forced,

I have created the wake.

I may at last see myself as good.



Paint a false, paint a false scenario (scenario).

My life has been a breach of contract and faith.

I kid myself.  I kid myself.  I kid myself.



Moving through self degradation.

I turn to you for appreciation.

So help me to help myself.

So help me to love myself.