What happens when the walls drop


The lies and the disguises and the small talk


That cover up the pain and the shame and the bald spots


We're runaway trains what happens when it all stops


Artists drop gems that ring false rocks


We shouldve got those calls blacked like Alstott


We're feedin our mind from the tree in Eden


Lately I've been reading what paul taught  freedom


That's what we all want...

(Relic The Oddity)


I wanna be on a level of skill


That's gold medal


But still I'm unsettled like


Clogs man  those are some hard shoes to fill


Especially when the pressure on and the lights is off


Me and my wife's just tryin to pay bills


And keep my son occupied


And keep the stocking filled when the holidays arrive


I try to be a good provider


Successful on the spiritual side but made a mess


When it came to my debts


Now let's take a lesson from it


I stand on the summit of sums that reflect


The lesser things that I've wanted in life


I don't want to be haunted by my decisions


I'll admit balancing wants and needs comes with a price


And I'm paying it twice


First with the cards, second with the interest


It ain't that nice


I've been blessed so I guess I know what's right


What I really want is peace from God and insight


It's what we all want, right?

Yo it's hard to be,


Man it's hard to just be


Especially with this artistry it's hard to be


Black and not be a hard emcee or r&b


And that's cool if that's you but


What if all you are is me?


Man start the beat cause all my heart can see


Is a dark and bleak


Night sky painted on my mind so I spark this speech


Like stars to bleed light when it's hard to see


More than guitars and being down with a label that can


Market me I've scarred my knees


Praying hard for peace of mind and a heart that's free...