Good Morning

My rent ain't paid but I'm alive y'all that's okay
I had my Ipod on shuffle, heard one of my lines
I said I'm like Gotti, Ghandi and god all combined damn
I be spittin' some flames, How y'all doin? It's a beautiful day

[Verse:]
I used to complain about my financial state, career shit
My girl trouble, now I don't hear shit
Peep this story, I went to work just to clear my desk
And say goodbye to all the folks I left
Then I seen my man, who always showed up to work with a smile
We would kick it at lunchtime and I admired his style
He was excited everyday, he was the first one there
And we would always roll together though he rolled in a chair with wheels
'Cause he ain't walk in like about 3 years
He said the accident had happened when he had a few beers
Arguing with his wife, he never told me the story
Until the day I looked defeated and he said that's when I needed it
I asked him why he's always happy as Hell
He said he's happy as Heaven with a story to tell
He said: "Me and my girl was fightin' maybe she suspected cheatin'
'Cause I was, I was buzzed and there's times I almost beat her
But I didn't, we was newlyweds, tight from junior high
I was raised in Crown Heights, she grew up in Do or die
And the night we was beefing, dog I ain't gon' even lie
I said I hate u she said 'why don't you die? '
I didn't mean it, but she checked my phone
I was driving on the road, she like 'who the hell is this? '
How am I supposed to know?
'It's that bitch you be with, nigga call her right now'
I'm like chill girl calm the fuck down
You still fucking her? ' I'm like nah, not really
She swinging, I'm laughing, til she caught me in the eye
I couldn't see, tried to switch lanes fast I said I tried
'Cause the next thing I know, I saw clouds in the sky
I was laying on my back there was cars passing by
Heard the sirens, noise, wilding I was doing more than 60
Some people say God was with me
I say he's always there, even though my girl looked so scared
She started shaking on the stretcher then the next 90 seconds
I was in the hospital, with the doc giving blessings
Said my legs stopped working and my lady she was pregnant
And we mighta saved the baby, what baby? I was stressing like
Save my lady we'll make another baby!
But we never got the chance
Never said I love you all I got was a glance
Life can't be this bad, yes it can!
I was thinking at first
She passed and it couldn't be worse
I went into trauma, my mama came
Some nights inside my brain I dream I could've saved her but the dream just fades
They tell me I'm a walk one day, and I can feel it
2 weeks ago, my right knee cap got back the feeling
And my ankle started twitching dog this is not a game
That's why I laugh when y'all be crying and complaining
And I ain't saying you sound stupid
But that day I met the boss
You told me keep my fingers crossed and you knew I couldn't do it
You beef about blocks you be trooping
Life is hard but I ain't making excuses
I just pray, I don't cry, I don't ask God why
I watched my wife die, but He kept me alive and now
I can still see her smile as I stare in my daughter's eyes
And say thanks for my child yo everyday is a good day."