All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet

Moving left and right as my legs shake like trees

Oh how i curse the heavens for not taking me



Goddamn! This whole mess that's me

I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)

And every night i erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me



I awake much to my dismay to find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling

I just wish once that i could get this right

And have the angels from the south take me at night



Goddamn! This whole mess that's me

I don't trust myself (i'm in way too deep)

And every night i erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me



All i have is meaningless

And all i found is nothingness

In this self-loathing sickness

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Goddamn! This whole mess that's me

I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)

And every night I erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to me



And all I have is meaningless

And all I found is nothingness