And I don't think that I'm kidding around
I don't think I can forget you now
I once sat up on my roof
And examined the planning of my town
I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass
And I remembered the cold of winter
Running up the legs of my pants
I picked the nicest lawn and imagined the two of us
Rolling around down along the ground
I saw myself touch your face
And I noticed jets begin to race above our heads
But I pinched my arm and remembered how much you hate me
I remembered the fact that I can't see what you need
And I'm too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place
And how shitty this town would seem without you in it
When you aren't around I let the shades fall down
To shut out all the sun's light and make myself feel alright
What am I doing with my life?
Remember that the only things we need sometimes
Are chilly nights and warmer thighs
'Cause nothin's like being held
Sometimes