on the verge of self reflection

and addiction

with bad health

that you gave to me in return.



I put it upon myself.

And all the things that I blame,

I'll change without

changing your ways.

or maybe only the pictures on the wall,

ill change without changing at all.



You said to me,

this is it.

Theres no turning back

from this bit,

but i guess theres no harm done

when your sitting all alone.

i guess that

i took life for granted

and ill be waiting to tell you this.

stop playing all of your games.