i’m an idiot 
i cried in your car 
when i couldn’t find the words i was looking for 

i overanalyze
i never let if feel good 
i only think about death 
i only sing about food 

is it obvious? 
if i say it will it change? 
cracked your coffee mug
i’m always making stupid mistakes 

i loved you so much then 
down and tangled on your floor 
moved your body with my breath 
i put my face onto yours 

but i’m still so far out
can i turn it all around?