I live in a world of perennial darkness

My eyes have forgotten the colors of life - no


Pain desperation my only good friends

The only known feelings that fill up my days

Apathy prevails in a life of routine

Nothing's exciting, nothing is worth

Self-destructive spirit, heavy drugs abuse

My brain is slowly dying, i'm just an empty shell

Can't find something to fill the empty abyss of my soul

Never try to change my fate, i've lost every control - no


Always stabbed in the back by the people that i trusted

Any sort of good feeling is forbidden to my soul


Where the fuck is god, where the fuck has gone his mercy

Why he never gave me strength to heal my scars and keep on going


Where the fuck is family, where the fuck is love

Where the fuck has gone my long forgotten peace of mind?


I'll never see the end of this perennial darkness

I'll never see again the colors of life


There's no fucking god, there's no love no friends no family

Nothing more to say, only one thing left to do

Leave it all behind, put the bullet in the gun

My life has come to an end, i'm feeling happiness again


I will just pull the trigger and enjoy my final blow