Rita it's me

I'm outside your house again freezing in the cold
Waiting for the moment I learnt to let go
I've been messed up a thousand times with tears in my eyes
But all the pain it fades away when you say it right
I try I try and I try
To tell myself it's alright
Cause I'm terrified
You only love me when
The whiskey's pouring
Four in the morning
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
Night is over
No one to hold ya
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
You only love me when the
You only love me when the
I can't believe you look at me the way I look at you
Cause no one's ever loved me like the way that you do
I've been messed up a thousand times but you make it right
nd even on my darkest days you show me the light
I try I try and I try
To tell myself it's alright
Cause I'm terrified
You only love me when
The whiskey's pouring
Four in the morning
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
Night is over 
No one to hold ya 
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
You only love me when the
You only love me when
The whiskey's pouring
Four in the morning
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
Night is over
No one to hold ya
You only love you only love
You only love me when the
That's how I am and that's how you were